Now can I completely be honest? I have always been terrified of the idea of love. Not because its anything less than pure magic, but, I've seen loneliness from far too close. The fear has seeped within the heart blocking every single part that was supposed to feel something and I've been drunk on nothingness ever since. You see it, don't you? I'm sitting in this cave stained with darkness and stinking wounds, and you, ... you, my love, are too bright. You must understand, that these eyes have not seen light since years.